Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight, struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words? That's how I feel just about always. For some unknown reason, I can't make my thoughts form into words that can be uttered. People say I'm quiet, but in reality, my exterior is silent because I'm trying to quiet the noise in my mind. It's like a monster that can't be controlled. I want to blurt out every single thought in my mind. But I just... Can't. A. D.