Trusting that someone will hold your heart and sanity and treat it well sucks. Love is a gift, but trust sucks. They can cheat. lie. Make a real fool of you. You are powerless. You have to stand Idly by until being dumped, bringing violent heartache, you discover secrets, but pretend because you're already dead, or you anguish night after night because something is wrong, but your hearts desire won't set you free with the only humane option... Truth. Be honorable. You are killing your beloved.