The sadness in this is real. Having a best friend that just hate you and tells you how you should live your life is just wrong. I just want the old best friend back. I wish we never grew up. I wish things never unraveled. I wish you never started pushing me away. I wish that you didn't turn everyone against me. But most of all. I wish that we could talk and hang out like old time. No one is ever what they seem. And we all need to grow up. I'm sorry I was such a burden.