I just had a talk that relates so much to this. The greatest thing is to TRUST God. Trust that he has a plan, trust that he has you where you are for a reason, and keep following in His direction for you. I think if you can do this, God can show you that you can live life to worship Him and enjoy your life, and not be living just to be alive. your own life will drag you down, and you'll never be fulfilled, but your life tied with God will lift you up in life!