And protection....Seemingly beautiful things don't always work out.... Whether it's timing or especially difficult or bc of your choices....But.... There is no such thing as an unanswered prayer, God's answer is either "Yes, my child." or it's "No." So when you don't get what you thought you were wanting just think, God's plan is better for you. He won't lead you astray. Sometimes hard to remember... Especially when someone accuses you of being someone you aren't!