and i was the reason. everyday, i was the reason, until i wasn't. until the grass became greener. i know how to love and give of myself. i may not give things, but i know how to give of myself and i'm not sure you ever will. As much as it hurts, I kno 'm better off. I know I'm the lucky one. It may not feel like it and you taste a freedom i will never know, butmit's hollow. on your deathbed, it will be hollow. enjoy it now. i only wish you the best but you dont have it anymore.